I threw a glance into the sky...I don't know why.Maybe I looked for the God for everyone says that's where ...

среда, 23 декабря 2009

22:35

vitalyorlovs

I threw a glance into the sky...I don't know why.Maybe I looked for the God for everyone says that's where he lives.Or maybe I wanted to find you for everybody knows that one can make different images by means of the clouds...But I found nothing...I saw only the pale sky and the sun shining fainly from behind the clouds...I closed my eyes and tried to recall your face...In front of my eyes the clouds still retained,and your face was seen just like the sun-from behind the clouds in the distance...It was distant but so familiar...I even feared to open my eyes as I knew I would immediately lose you...
All of a sudden a gasp of wind touched my face...I thought it were you...The touch was so pleasent,so sweet,but...It seemed the wind was doing that on purpose as if realizing that was giving me a painful pleasure...Though it hurt but I didn't want to lose that moment,I desired to stop the time...and stay there with you and with the wind...That's what I did,but suddenly the wind left...I longered my arm to hold it but I didn't open my eyes...Why didn't you let me keep the wind,why didn't you let me open my eyes??I feared to lose you but I lost the wind...
I felt that it was high-time to open my eyes as your image was already sinking in my tears..Tears which were mine,as was the wind!
I had already opened my eyes ...you were no more there,but the wind came bringing with it some whisper...That whisper was like your voice-so quiet,so soft....
The tears were continuely running...The wind was playing with my hair,whispering something on my ear...
I wondered what was going on as it was not an ordinary wind...You were not in front of my eyes but you were everywhere...I felt your presence...My body was trembling with the touch of the wind...
I looked around...all was still,the leaves were motionless,but around me there was a wind which was gradually developing into a storm...
For a moment I wanted to run away from all these...Maybe I feared of being engaged with that madness....but I couldn't move...I stayed there...with the wind...with my tears and you....weak,powerless...

@темы: Воспоминания, Грустное, Любовь, Рассказ, Чувства