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One day,when the warm sun beams were burning my body,I saw you.It seemed that happiness and love,strayed from the long way,found a shelter in my heart...I was trembling with all of my essence.There was no one and nothing around me,the sun disappeared,the people vanished...I felt myself in your heart,wanted to get lost in one of the deepest corners of it where no one could find and take me out...
I aproached,wanted to say something...my lips started to move but not because of the uttering words...My lips were moving with yours...
I couldn't manage to breathe,I was losing my respiration but it meant nothing to me...I was ready to give my last breath in your arms,to assimilate my soul to yours and leave my breathless body forever in your arms...
I loved...or...I WAS loving...
But I felt quilty...what for? For loving,for being engaged in this madness with you!
Yes,I was quilty...but you were not innocent either...
For a while my senses seemed to return.I freed myself from your embrace,stood two steps far from you...two steps...WHOLE TWO STEPS...
My heart was modulating unevenly,my eyes were filled with liquid which was falling down my cheeks drop by drop...
I was longing for and meanwhile I was afraid...I was longing for you and I was afraid of you...
Both of us were burning from desire,realizing that would be lead to hell because of that...
Yes...were realizing...were realizing untill the senses left us again...
The next moment again kiss-full of love,of passion...
A moment of love...a moment and a whole life...A life beside you,in your arms,living with your breath...
I couldn not even believe that it was real and I'd better not to believe since there was no next kiss,you were no more there neither was your breath...there was no soul assimilated to yours...
Only darkness--fearful,miserable...
Loneliness--sad,painful...
There was only one thing real in all these--the liquid in my eyes which was falling down my cheeks drop by drop...already in my opened eyes...opened after a whole life...
YES,it was a dream--unreal,desired...
It was a dream...You were a dream...
WE were a dream...

@музыка: A Fine Frenzy-Almost Lover

@темы: Личное, Любовь, Чувства, Я

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